Monday, August 22, 2011

Time to break FREEEEE!

So it got me thinking today, (and whoever starts a sentence with 'so')anyway! i grew up wit a pretty very much supportive father 'yes to all of you rolling your eyes and thinking so did we' the difference is im talking about mine and you're not! He was so supportive that he once told me 'mundu ndariraga ena baba wao'(u shouldn't cry if you have a dad) aaaaaaaaaw! dont i just miss him!

During that time 'the time i was growing up' i had this dream of passing my exams with flying colours, going to a good high school, and becoming the veterinarian that i was soo passionate about. YES my dream, was to become a veterinary doctor and my dad was the biggest supporter of that dream.


            









                                               
The reason im writing this is that i have come to a realization that what the shrinks say about speaking out something sets you free....well i hope this will be therapeutic for me because not only do i feel bad that i dint pass well enough to go to Precious Girls Riruta (mark, as my dad would have wanted), im gonna stop thinking of how it would had become a veterinarian! It has really been something iv been thinking alot of lately but i think time is gone, things have changed and change is good and so its time for me to let go, move on, get focused, and i think im liking it!

mmmmmmmmmh that felt good! i mean sharing this.... I feel good, i feel free!











I do know that if my dad woke up today and finds out  i went to a business school he'd be disappointed but now im officially free to move on and see where business takes me! 
.....and judging from the above photo of the doctor with his hand up somewhere, i don't think im missing much anyway!!!!!

 Like this if you share a similar story....................
N/B- i expect alot of 'like's' dont pretend you're where u wanted to be since childhood!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

The One Who Loved Us

If it wasn't for his love, we wouldn't be here
If it wasn't for his desire for each of us to be who we are, we wouldn't
If it wasn't for his Grace,all we know, all we do wouldn't be anything
If it wasn't for his mercy all we have wouldn't matter, after all, nothing we have isn't from Him

So don't ever for a second forget that you own nothing and that nothing you'll ever get or achieve is your own power but its all His love, grace, mercy and power.

I'm talking about the one who loved us!

I'm talking about the Love of Jesus.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Tired?

Are you tired of anything?

Well, myself here, im sending out a cry and if the kitambo ways of sending out a message still exists, please somebody tell me where i can find that! you know someone to light up a fire or beat very loud drums for me to help me send out this cry because i realy need someone to console me!

Holla if ur at there!